Meaning of life

[ReverendLostLamb]

Reverend goes the wrong way.

0-5yrs: Kids
5-12yrs: Historybooks
12-20yrs: Sparrboobs
20-28yrs: Videogames
28yrs and counting: Candy

I saw that coming.

[Rayzah]

Nuff Said.

[Brummy]

The meaning of life is 42, no discuss.

[Sparrisen]

Alright. I think I might get a GF, simply because I haven't been in a longtime relationship for, well, I haven't actually had any of these stretching relationships, EVAR. I found a punker girl with a gorgeos body, red hair, good humour, she's the type of girl who'll take a bath with you naked in the city fountain.

Anyway, every day will be a new day, and if I ever feel *stuck* in this relationship, it will have to go. Every day I will make a new desicion that this is what I want, it's to me the most honest way to conduct a relationship. I won't be with her, if I don't want to.
 Since she's quite the liberal type of girl, some kind of open relationship is not out of the question.

This desicion is based on the fact that I really like this girl, and that I cannot pick up (unless in a club where your brain melts away) and feel good about it if I have a promise about something more hanging around the corner. It doesn't feel honest to the specific girl, and especially towards the girl I'm picking on, since I might give her an indirect promise about something, that I just might not be able to keep.

If she's to slow for me, not interested in a relationship, or in favour of an open relationship, I'm in pickup mode once more, so either way, it's win win. 

[Hullu]

What's her name, Sparrisen?

[Sparrisen]

Hah, I'm reluctant to tell you O_o It seems I have a inner code of secrecy towards the ladies I court, summed up as "don't kiss and tell". Anyway, I don't feel comfortable with telling you her name :/ 

As for my motivation, should a relationship come to pass, it will likely stem from my passion for selfdevelopment, which is, in my mind, closely related to seduction, but then again, not quite the same thing. 

[Nightmare]

Hah, I'm reluctant to tell you O_o It seems I have a inner code of secrecy towards the ladies I court, summed up as "don't kiss and tell". Anyway, I don't feel comfortable with telling you her name :/

It ends in .jpg, right?

[Sparrisen]

I have actually moved on to .vmw .avi and .mov ^^

[Sparrisen]

WOOHOO



Eh

Yea. Well, I want to thank you all for your advice. I was just about to post another little topic looking a vast lot like "Point of life?"

My current situation is like this: Red punker remains, she's still hot and awsome, exploring a relationship with her seems like an increasingly good idea (well obviously we already HAVE a KIND of relationship.) I've gone from a bad sexer to a good sexer in a jiffey thanks to keen interest and personal quality control. This thread and the advice therein will motivate me throughout the next term. Because:

1: Reading my own words about how picking up used to thrill me, makes me realize that that part of me is far from over and done with.
2: Still, nothing else compares.

The importance of sex, when you can have it at leisure, quickly faded as it is vastly time consuming and DAMN energy consuming on top of that. Especially since I've developed a taste for the more rough kind where I really take the chick on a journey. I have learned that it will however grant you:

1: At least one cup of tea (no I don't give a flying FUCK which one! DAMMIT. JUST GIVE ME ONE WOMAN)
2: Some starter meal
3: sex
4: a place to sleep, and someone to cuddle with in the night
5: access to a shower and bathroom facilities
6: breakfast 
7: a sense of sleepyness as you realize you didn't actually get that much sleep at all.

Note: be prepared to having to use own condoms, so get them cheap somehow.

So, even my motivation for pickup faded. Even though the traits are indeed good, it IS a tiring way to find a place to spend the night. And you simply emerge not-so-fresh.

BUT, what this thread made me REAAALIZE is that FUCK, I like the thrill of pickup more than the damned sex, however weird this may sound. And I like After-Sex even more, because that's just damn cozy, and I really feel like a stud.

I might be addicted to adrenaline, and chicks is the most available, never ending source of consistant challenge and blah blah blah.

Amazing. Good God. I wonder how I will turn out in 10 years.

Anyhow, since studies do NOT mesh very well with adrenalin, I've had to cut down on that part of my life significatly. I will direct my energy at studies now, maby I'll get a GF to keep me warm, if she doesn't take up too much of my time.

damn guys, thanks, I was really frickin wondering about what the point was, since the allure of sex had faded, until I found this again.

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ANYHOW, I'm still curious what motivates YOU. I'm sure that not ALL of you at least are junkies like me. But SOMETHING makes life worth living, so please tell me what